Monday, September 27, 2004 { 9/27/2004 10:23:00 AM }

i must proclaim this out loud!! esmonde is a hp stealer... hahahha =P he took my hp home!! can u imagine~~ the thing tt sticks by me regardless of situation.. i feel so... so naked.. hehehe haiya... nwae... worshipping God together was rly awesome... really set me thinking on losta stuff... yup!! simply great lahz..
nwae, had Chem Skill A today.. din't rly realize tt i had it till 1am in the morning thx to christine!! hahaha =P haha well, basically got her to fax the thingy over.. and studied it till abt... 3++am... den i just slpt... set alarm at 7.15 am.. [the paper is 8am..] haha unfortunately, i was too lazy to wake up.. so i continued slping.... i was still in my dreamland when it SUDDENLY hit me tt i had exam!! haha i woke up to my UTMOST horror.. only to find tt it's 7.55am!!! *faints* haha i RAN like i nv did b4... grabbed my uniform.. contact lens... shoes... ran downstairs.. Thank God for letting my dad come home JUST IN TIME.. so he sent me to sch.. .and GUESS WAD!! i reached sch at 8am!! haha i tink my hp was prob slightly fast man.. hahhaha =) well... so scary lahz.. i even rejected e idea of wearing slippers cos i tot tt if i was late... i can't possibly be running into the hall wif flip flops.. firstly, i'll get caught.. 2ndly, it's too noisy... haha yea.. so i reluctantly wore shoes.. and i held my pencil box and calculator in my hands b4 i alighted frm the car... ALL prepared to take off and RUN into the hall.. muaaha and thank the Lord tt the ppl have yet to enter.. so yea..tt's possibly the most anxious 10 minutes in my life.. muahahah =P aiya!! its so late.. i wanna go slp.. yesh.. if i'm late for SPA tmr.. it's LUO KIAN BOON"S fault lah!! took away my oni alarm clock.. hahaha =P yeshyesh take care my frens!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 25, 2004 { 9/25/2004 07:24:00 AM }

daniel ow!!>
haha yah man! u betta study... =P although i dun mind us studying together for A levels next year... haha just stay back lah.. hehehe

dino>
oh yesh i did.. muahhaha praise the Lord.. :)

sean sahai>
pLs man~~ pFffFFt~~ looks like i'm not the oni one who thinks u're stoopid.. haha =P oh nono.. i'm ur most concerned fren lahz~~ how can u say tt??

anonymous>
thumbs up to u... whoeva u are.. hahah

Thursday, September 23, 2004 { 9/23/2004 11:58:00 PM }

hMz.. at pcc now... RARR... i can't bliff that this com doesn't haf microsoft word!!! can't type out my stuff.. HAIZ... -_-" nwae... promos are coming!! i'm feeling so excited.. cos it means promos r ending too... hehhehee =) so many things coming up... woAH! who said christians lead boring lifes!! come take a look at any youth in hoGc man~~ all so happening.. hahha gOsh.. i'm gg mad... oh well.. just leaving a short entry lahz.. ;) take care guys!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2004 { 9/21/2004 10:34:00 PM }

"Some white people Hate black people,
and some white people Love black people,
Some black people Hate white people,
and some black people Love white people.
So you see it's not an issue of black and white,
it's an issue of Lovers and Haters."

eden ahbez 1992, composer of 'Nature Boy'

hmZ... amazing guy... notice his name is all in small lettas? cos he insisted on his name being written so.. as Capital lettas should be reserved for the divine...

{ 9/21/2004 08:15:00 PM }

haf been realli interested in biographies of some Giants of Jazz... including Chick Webb, duke ellington, buddy rich, thelonious monk etc... haf learnt tt most of them din't haf it easy... wow.. realli admire their talents n skills man.. one thing tt struck me... Nat king cole..

One day Nat asked if their family was poor. His mother answered "Yes". Then he
asked "Are we poor, poor, poor". This time she answered "Yes we are". Then Nat
said a very strange thing - "One day my name will be up in lights and we wont be
poor any more".

woahz... duno why he said tt... but i duno.. i'm just very impressed by wad he said despite his tender age..
another thing tt struck me was "The youngster would raise the eyebrows of both his father and some in the congregation by adding some hot jazz and bluesy embellishments to the gospel hymns" woahz.. would rly like to hear tt lahz... i must say tt i realli admire these Greats' determination and perserverance.. like thelonious monk for instance.. struggled wif poverty despite his great talents and wasn't even very welcomed till his twilight years... oh yea! one similarity.. these pple all devoted their WHOLE lifes to jazz.. wow.. amazing... okie.. these pple might not strike u guys.. but there's just this invisible force tt draws me towards them... hMz...

music in background - Everytime i feel the spirit by Nat King Cole

{ 9/21/2004 06:48:00 AM }

I dreamed I had an interview with God.
"Come in," God said. "So, you would like to interview Me?" "If you have the time," I said.
God smiled and said: "My time is eternity and is enough to do everything; what questions do you have in mind to ask me?"
"What surprises you most about mankind?"

God answered: "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow up, and then long to be children again. That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money to restore their health. That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future. That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they had never lived..."

God's hands took mine and we were silent for while and then I asked... "As a parent, what are some of life's lessons you want your children to learn?"

God replied with a smile: "To learn that they cannot make anyone love them. What they can do is to let themselves be loved.
To learn that what is most valuable is not what they have in their lives, but who they have in their lives.
To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others. All will be judged individually on their own merits, not as a group on a comparison basis!
To learn that a rich person is not the one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.
To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in persons we love, and that it takes many years to heal them.
To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.
To learn that there are persons that love them dearly, but simply do not know how to express or show their feelings.
To learn that money can buy everything but happiness.
To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it totally differently.
To learn that a true friend is someone who knows everything about them and likes them anyway.
To learn that it is not always enough that they be forgiven by others, but that they have to forgive themselves."

I sat there for awhile enjoying the moment. I thanked Him for his time and for all that He has done for me and my family, and He replied, "Anytime. I'm here 24 hours a day. All you have to do is ask for me, and I'll answer."

Monday, September 20, 2004 { 9/20/2004 06:39:00 AM }

back frm a whole day of studying... -shagged- haha i feel like i'm getting smarter man.. muahahahha ;) i shall do well for my promos man.. OH YES!! looking forward to soo many things after promos.. church camp... sneakers trip.... everything!!! gosh!! haha
Dear Heavenly Father, i pray tt u watch over all e pple tt's taking their prelims during this period of time.. bless them wif wisdom oh Lord~ they will conquer every question... overcome every question!! oh yes Lord.. they'll enter the examination hall wif confidence and do well for all their papers... ALL their papers Lord... I commit all the people into your hands Father... Thank u Father! In Your name i pray, Amen!! =)

becks>
-_-"

yoyoo>
haha everyone's in love wif her lahz.. SO CUTE!!

desiree>
hi my dear teammate!! =) still missing u lots!! hehe

cach>
thx dear stone!! ;)

ying>
oh! just changed it.. muahaha i figured pink is rather nice.. haha thx nwae.. ;)

Wednesday, September 15, 2004 { 9/15/2004 07:09:00 AM }

saw pst's baby today.. SO CUTE LAH!!!! goSH!!! *fainted* as much as i hate to endure such extreme pain, looking at babies just makes me wanna give birth once again.. muahahaha i'm sure she'll grow up to be a great woman of God... =) hehe...
haf been studying hard for promos recently.. okie.. not bad.. but RATHER hard lah.. =P i figured tt actually i'm quite guai man.. always equipped wif a few physics notes n stuff.. YUP!! haha i'm so gonna do well for my promos lahz... just wait n see!
OH YESH!!! I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM!!! *bounces ard in delight* thx God!!! U truly rock man~~ seriously wouldn't haf been possible w/o You cos i thought i was bound to fail already... hehe though it isn't exactly the best marks in the world.. well, a pass is still a pass.. hehee doesn't matter.. well, now i'm still practising hard everyday.. so tt my dad can impart his skills n knowledge to me!~ gonna learn all tt i can frm my dad~ and i'm gonna be as good as my daddy one day.. yesyes!! =) gotta thank You God for giving sucha great dad man!! =) haha.. oh well, super bouncy now.. muahaha...

joanne>
oh yes hi!!! muahaha

hen>
haha oh yesyes~~ gd luck to u too!!! =) nwae, my blog is best viewed wif screen resolution 1024 x 768... so yah~ haha

mr sri lanka>
ALMOST okie.. =P after picking up skills frm the serial killer.. i'm sure i'll finish u off in a jiffy~~ wif a swish of my hand, and my trusty gun.. u'll be of no threat to me.. MUAHAHAHHA~~!!! =P

Tuesday, September 14, 2004 { 9/14/2004 06:07:00 AM }

"...real Christian leaders are people who move at God's pace & in God's time to God's place, not because they fancy themselves there, but because they are drawn" - George MacDonald (The Leader as Son)


Time: What is your greatest fear?
Mother Teresa: I have Jesus, I have no fear.
Time: What is your greatest disappointment?
Mother Teresa: I do the will of God, no? In doing the will of God there is no disappointment.
Time: Do your work and spiritual life become easier with time?
Mother Teresa: Yes, the closer we come to Jesus, the more we become the work. Because you know to whom you are doing it, with whom you are doing it and for whom you are doing it. That is very clear. That is why we need a clean heart to see God.
Time: What are your plans for the future?
Mother Teresa: I just take one day. Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not come. We have only today to love Jesus.
Time: And the future of the order?
Mother Teresa: It is His concern.

Saturday, September 11, 2004 { 9/11/2004 10:08:00 AM }

i'm so excited!! GOSH!!! haha tmr's service IS gonna be awesome lah!!! so many pple.. hahaha can't wait... =P *bounces abt* kept laughing to myself on the bus on the way home.. i'm so glad tt jiaxin was sitting beside me man... or else pple would haf sent me to mental hospital already... muahahhah oh well!!! tmr's great tmr's great!!!! =P okok... i'm off to stdy now.. BYE!!! =)=)
btw...

Friday, September 10, 2004 { 9/10/2004 08:29:00 AM }

"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..."

"You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted.

The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, "to see how much damage has been done..."

"But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy.

The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next."

"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart."

The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well."

"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there."

The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta,damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscledegeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:," here he paused, "death within one year." He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"

The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."

The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that boy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?"

The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."

The surgeon wept. The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"

"Yes," said the surgeon.

"What did you find?" asked the boy.

"I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.

{ 9/10/2004 02:21:00 AM }

celebrated mooncake festival at my hse yesterday... must say it was rather good.. though we end up watching sg idol.. -_-" and getting ALL DISAPPOINTED WIF THE RESULTS!!! RARR!!! *roars madly* hahahah felt so OUTRAGED man... muahaha.. yEp~ well, frankly i dun even noe when's the real mooncake festival.. haha now there's like a so much mooncake left at my hse... maybe i'll bring it to church on sunday.. den they can eat.. yup!! haha...
went to girls' brigade hq today... woahz!! i foresee a GREAT camp lah!! u all betta sign up!! haha so luxurious can!! wow~ feeling so excited now... the place is very good lah!! seriously.... so guyS!! sign up man~~ muahahaha... i'm super looking forward to the camp already... hahaha
okok i g2g off for training already... bleahz~!!! *makes a disgusted face* CIAO!

{ 9/10/2004 02:10:00 AM }

mr sri lanka>
haiyo~~ haha nwae.. pls take care!!! u're rather seriously sick.. slp more lah!!

sam>
haha oh... yesh i'm sure u can conquer chem!! ;) cant exactly rmbr much abt sec sch chem, but i'm glad to be of help gal!! jiayou for Os n prelims k!

yuling>
oH? hi ex roomie!! haha having fun in rj??

yo & jiayi>
hey gals!! haha thx for coming!! had a great time wif u guys... though we di'nt exactly shang3 yue4 in the end.. ;) take care!!!

cach>
CACCCCH!!!!! =) haha

Monday, September 06, 2004 { 9/06/2004 10:25:00 AM }

pastor's gonna give birth!! so exciting!!! hahhaha =) it's gonna a cute and healthy kiddo man!! can't wait.. haha

{ 9/06/2004 10:21:00 AM }

desiree>
so nice to hear frm u!! haha =) love ya lots gal!!! take care!!

Mr Sri Lanka>
WEI!! dun talk RUBBISH! bleahz!!! CINDY!!!!!! hahahaha YEEEEE.... woahz.. 2 in 1... can tell?? =P

joanne>
hahah yea!!! ;) he was so shocked man.. so funny.. haha

Saturday, September 04, 2004 { 9/04/2004 11:02:00 AM }

regina>
nope~ am in sneakers.. why??

mal>
yo lady!!! =) nice to see ya!! haha take care babe!!

jieying>
haha first thing u do is call me siao.. aiyo!!~~~ hahaha nwae... HmZ.. oh yeshyesh.. he might be coming for service tmr! yay~~ haha and u're welcome to my hse anitime.. ;)

Friday, September 03, 2004 { 9/03/2004 08:21:00 AM }

char>
hey!! haha thx to ya great choreography.. ;) oh well... great to see u studying so hard.. v good v gd.. hahaha

"Greatest of All Time">
as u can see.. i added in "s... well.. stop being disillusioned.. =P cos the greatest of all time is the Lord abovE! amen! =P hehe

Mr Sri Lanka>
-_-" wad rubbish! revenge?? pffffttt!! hahahha BRING IT ON!!=P

{ 9/03/2004 08:09:00 AM }

HAPPY BURFDAY GERRY!!!

Thursday, September 02, 2004 { 9/02/2004 10:13:00 AM }

woahz... using my bro's new com.... 19 inch lcd screen... it's so huge i can't take in the whole screen all in one sight.. gotta scan my eyeballs frm left to right to read the whole screen.. hahahhaa yep!! nwae.. talking to thousand million pple now... well.. lemmi pose u guys a question.. which damien PHOON asked...

'If at the end of your life, God were to put you through a final test and showed you a place that is totally not what you perceived heaven to be i.e, He may show you hell and tell you that is heaven... Would you still Love Him no matter where you are?"