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Wednesday, December 31, 2003
{ 12/31/2003 12:07:00 AM }
Guess what's Red, Orange, Brown, Long, and very straight.... MY HAIR... -sobs- i'm so dead when i'm back in school...
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
{ 12/30/2003 06:48:00 AM }
went to watch lotr wif hoGc pple yesterday.. so retarded man they all.. was feeling damn tired cos just finished hc trg... so basically i was inappropriately dressed AGAIN.. but nvm.. yesh i was sitting beside esther n joanne... den the last part when orlando bloom came out.. looking DAMN suave.. esther, lynette, joanne n huimin SQUEALED so darn loudly the whole theatre laughed at them.. hahaha den i tink jianming was being retarded.. so he also squealed as a comeback when liv tyler came out.. haha den the whole theatre laughed again.... so silly man they all.. entertaining man hahaha but basically the whole theatre was hoGc pple lahz.. abt 30++ i tink?? Lolz.. not bad lahz.. den joanne said dom looks like gollum cos they both haf big heads and jianming looks like sam... haha aiya.. so silly... after tt got dragged to meridien by joanne... well, huimin suggested tt place cos she could practically get EVERYTHING free?? a lot of her northbrooks frens are working there.. so i got 20% off for dessert.. + extra longan haahah but huimin is more pro man.. she got 3 bowls of free dessert -_-" and 3 bowls of superbly delicious thai beef soup all FREE... haiyo.. plus another 1 to pack home.. OH MAN! so lucky!! oh yea.. and huimin noes joshua ang.. -dies- haha okok i shall stop going crazy now.. haha i'm off to bathe.. -dreams of orlando bloom- WOO!! -dances abt in delight- haha BYE!!
Sunday, December 28, 2003
{ 12/28/2003 04:01:00 AM }
new fone.. =)
Saturday, December 27, 2003
{ 12/27/2003 06:06:00 AM }
yay!! learning drums next year.. i tink it'll clash wif netball trg man.. but WHO CARES.. =P loo just told me tt we're the oni girls in class haha den apparently the woman who told her was saying "nvm! GIRL POWER!!" haha retarded.. tt woman was making silly remarks when i was registering as well.. Lolz quite exciting abt lessons...
[Liyen] dun worry most of us go through this phase of not wanting to play anymore... I went thru it many times...I told myself enough of netball, but let me tell u, when u see others playing when u r not... u'll regret it...
hmz... liyen's so nice.. =) she was happy for pple who got into hc.. so sweet.. =) hehe..
{ 12/27/2003 05:00:00 AM }
great.. so now i'm stuck in hc.. wif zlitch passion for netball.. NONE.. bleahz.. i duno.. i just suddenly felt after trg today tt i dun feel anything for netball animore... -_-" of all days to find out, i had to find it on the day tt i handed in the form.. -rolls eyes- things are just gg the best for me man.. so i'm gonna be STUCK as in really STUCK doing something i dun like.. when i could haf done something else.. -_-" somehow this doesn't make sense to me.. haiz.. if oni i could let them noe... so basically today i played like crap when we were playing court cos i really din't noe where the shit to go... everything just doesn't seem right... BAHZ!! maybe it's cos my passion for netball is gone.. so dun feel like playing.. or maybe it's the other way round.. maybe cos i play like crap.. tt's why my passion is gone.. hmz yea... moreover... trg wif hc is so stressful.. BAHZ.. tt place's not for me lorx. really...
Friday, December 26, 2003
{ 12/26/2003 09:23:00 AM }
Ultimate by Lindsay Lohan
You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken,
Like remember when...
You took my heart and put it back together again.
I've been wasting time with clueless guys but now it's over.
Let me tell you why...I'm through...I've got someone new who's just like you!
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.
You're the kind of guy whos hand's in mine..
Sends shivers, up and down my spine.
You took my heart and put it back together again.
You're the kind of guy that blows my mind..
But now it's my turn, You've been right in front of me.
Everything I knew why didn't I feel?
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.
You're it...you're the Ultimate YOU!
{ 12/26/2003 04:24:00 AM }
yay! got the josh groban CD... thx to michelle bm!! thx babe!! =) luv ya man... hehe nwae heard frm dad tt jon got a mini cooper.. wah tt ass.. so lucky.. =)
read this somewhere..
"For his 16th birthday Frankie bought the car from the movie The Fast and the Furious. Complete with a Playstation 2, TV, VCR and DVD player and more!"
tt Frankie refers to Frankie Muniz... wAH lAUz.. wad did i get for my 16th bdae!! -thinks HARD- $300 bucks?? a few present.. and all doesn't even add up to his car damnit.. -_-" some pple just haf all the luck.. RARR
Thursday, December 25, 2003
{ 12/25/2003 04:23:00 PM }
ripped it off someone's blog..
Last dream: hmz.. frankly i dun rly rmbr ani dreams.. =P i sleep too soundly
Last kiss: few hrs ago? kissed uncle jimmy on the cheeks..
Last person you kissed: i guess tt'll be u.jimmy too lahz! so is the last question supposed to be like for objects as well?
Last Missing Library Book: never.. i'm sucha responsible person..
Last movie seen: lotr: return of the king.. yea.. was abt to sleep but had crappy nelson to wake me up.. haha
Last Book Read: Confessions of a Middle-Aged Woman by Sue Townsend.
Last Beverage drank: tequila? nono... some soft drink..
Last Food consumed: roast beef at u.jude's hse.. woah.. damn nice..
Last phone call: tony
Last TV show watched: woahz... umz.. PCK? at michelle's hse..
Last Item Bought: this black shirt frm kenzo.. was basically damn ex lahz but it was already at 50% off.. dun ask how much.. oni ks noes.. haha
Last shoes worn: black teva slippers wif blue strap
Last MP3 Downloaded: All 4 One's Someday.. i tink... or issit carol of bells (jazz piano instrumental)?
Last soda drank: the unknown one i drank at tony's hse..
Last thing written: okay tt's damn long ago... prob during netball chalet??
Last key used: the ones to unlock the bicycle chain
Last trip to the bathroom: abt 1/2 hr ago
Last sleep: abt.. 16 hrs ago?
Last sms: sham...
Last time amused: prob some joke at tony's hse.. okay realize everything here revolves ard tony's hse?? tt's cos i just came back frm there wad!!
Last time hugged: okay.. at tony's hse once again.. u.jude..
Last chair sat in: in tony's room.. some plastic blue chair..
Last shirt worn: wad i'm wearing now.. Chang N Eng tee...
Last Final taken: Maths Paper 2 ... for Os..
Last poster looked at: one of edison chen in michelle's room.. So cuTe!! -dies of xing4 fu2ness- haha
{ 12/25/2003 04:10:00 PM }
oh yahz.. basically phua said tt the thingy for acjc is closed liaoz.. i sincerely hope tt it's true.. den WAHAHA... =P -prays-
{ 12/25/2003 04:09:00 PM }
hmz.. just came back... -grabs head- having a terrible headache... RARR!! tony, nelson, suren, daryl, chng all conspired to make me drink man damnit.. -_-" wah lauz.. i tink tony's terrible influence.. i oni drink when i'm wif him.. TSKTSK wad can i say... so okay.. we played taitee and they basically just helped each other lahz.. -_-" ended up drinking 4 shots of tequila.. wah! the most i ever drank! okay i'm not proud of this lorx.. in fact i tink this is terrible.. bleahz.. headache headache.. nelson's face was all red man.. haha he had a hangover this morning.. lolz.. the rest of us were fine lahx.. =P oh well.. this xmas is terrible.. my head hurts even when i cough!! -screams- arGH hate alcohol..
{ 12/25/2003 01:43:00 AM }
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! =) for everyone out there, thx for being sucha great frens this past year! ;) love ya guys lots!!!
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
{ 12/24/2003 02:52:00 AM }
hmz.. not very comfortable wif the idea of letting others noe abt my "outside world" as in.. not involving school one.. haiyo. i hope it'll turn out well..
Monday, December 22, 2003
{ 12/22/2003 07:13:00 PM }
okay.. so here i am.. already decided tt i wana go hc cos jiao lian talked to me. -_-" kinda teared in public when he was talking to me.. SO PAISEH.. tsktsk i'm VERY unhappy at the fact tt i'm gg hc.. but i guess i hafta be responsible for my own actions and to my teammates as well [wad i've learnt in church hahaha woah! i'm becoming a holy person].. yup.. so here was my original plan if i HAD GONE to ac:
1. complete piano grade 8
2. complete organ grade 5
3. master guitar
4. dun give up drums!!
5. start composition n arrangement of music
as u can see.. it's a lot of things.. so i foresee tt my plan is gonna flop lorx.. like SO many damn things to do.. *dies* oh well nvm. i must thank ms bee lian for everything she's done lahz.. yup! =) thx beelian!! =) bleahz... i rly dislike hc manz.. REALLY wana go ac... BRARRR -roars loudly- i dun rly like the new pple tt i'm gonna play wif man... teammates!! where r u guys!!! haiz.. but surprisingly hc offered me the combi i wanted.. -_-" maybe it's a sign.. bLeahz!!
[added on dec 24]
{ 12/22/2003 07:04:00 AM }
damnit.. my baby cousins are here AGAIN... like my problems are not enough..
{ 12/22/2003 05:57:00 AM }
i tink i saw a ghost today.. -_-" was cycling past Victoria sec at abt 8++pm cos i was on my way to east coast beach to settle my thoughts.. den i was just looking into the school and i spotted this lady dressed in yellow ard the stairs? 3rd level i tink.. and she din't move lorx.. couldn't see her face but her body was kinda like facing my direction?? yea.. wad the shit.. so darn scary i took a longer route to east coast instead.. -_-"
{ 12/22/2003 05:56:00 AM }
10 hrs 55 minutes more...
{ 12/22/2003 05:56:00 AM }
wth! u ask me to decide and after i do, u give me shits n problems tt u'll face.. wad the f*** man! wad's the whole f***ing point of asking me to decide damnit!
Sunday, December 21, 2003
{ 12/21/2003 08:45:00 PM }
decision for now: no more netball 4 me...
{ 12/21/2003 10:33:00 AM }
for now.. i've decided to go ac....
Saturday, December 20, 2003
{ 12/20/2003 09:49:00 AM }
Rupanya di dunia ini tidak semestinya berjalan seperti pemikiran kita yg begitu berani lagi.. Seterusnya tak bisa tidak mengakui usaha seseorang adabatasnya. Batasnya sampai membuat orang menjadi canggung
{ 12/20/2003 02:50:00 AM }
arGh... i made it... -_-"
Thursday, December 18, 2003
{ 12/18/2003 08:42:00 AM }
Enneagram Test Results | Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||||| | 52.8571428571429% | | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||||||||||||| | 55.7142857142857% | | Type 3 | Ambition | |||||||||||||||||||| | 81.4285714285714% | | Type 4 | Sensitivity | |||||||||||||| | 51.4285714285714% | | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||||||||||| | 51.4285714285714% | | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||| | 68.5714285714286% | | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||| | 58.5714285714286% | | Type 8 | Hostility | |||||||||||||| | 55.7142857142857% | | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||||||||| | 45.7142857142857% | Your Conscious-Surface type is 3w2 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 4w5 |
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{ 12/18/2003 08:32:00 AM }
maybe it's time tt i stop playing netball...
{ 12/18/2003 07:40:00 AM }
hmz.. just came back from dick lee christmas concert.. not fantastic but got some pretty good singers!! =) ohoh!! den there was this 24 yr old cute hunk called daniel.. WOO! so shuai!! haha died of happiness countless times.. haha =P according to daphne, he has some fan club.. oh well! haha handsome wad.. haha okok tt's not the topic of my entry today.. today i shall discuss abt my choice of jc..
posted to acjc.. as i've said last time.. i've decided tt if i go acjc, i shal not play netball anymore.. i'll join band or something.. [yesh yesh laugh all u wan hehe] moreover, mom's not keen on my playing netball cos she said i'm too dark.. and.. cannot betray jiao lian.. yesh.. haha nwae den i'll complete my piano grade 8, organ grade 5 next year... n i'll master guitar myself.. tt's my plan if i go acjc... den after jc, i'll go overseas and attend a music school... yepz.. actually i oni felt v strongly on doing all these after meeting this guy. cos he's like damn musically inclined lahz.. den watch him play, i'll be like "woah.. i oso wana be like him... he's so good" tt kind.. yepz.... he kinda like inspired me lahz.. after looking at him, i realized how much i really like music as well? bleahz.. duno...
well, den there's hcjc... i dun really wana give up playing netball.. jiao lian's like a rocker coach.. so good and everything but i guess i can picture myself surviving w/o netball in jc.. moreover, music is a more logical future right? yea... netball doesn't haf a future.. it's just a past time... shouldn't dwell so much on it lor.. but i'm confused.. i duno wad i wan... as for now, hcjc just faxed me a form to fill in and must return it by 5pm tmr... if i fax it back, den my appeal will be like double confirmed or something lydat... RARRR!!! I DUNO!!!!
netball or music... gosh this is a tough choice...
gawd i need help gotta decide gotta decide...
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
{ 12/16/2003 08:25:00 PM }
hi.. so here i am.. sitting in my mum's room.. at the table wif my laptop... wondering wad to write... alfie insists tt i write an entry and dedicate it to her.. lolz.. okok.. here goes.. HI ALFIE!! =) alfie's my good fren from obs.. she rox man! -thumbs up- great hurdler [is tt wad it's called? hhehe]... wild woman ;) she got posted to cjc manz.. and i'm in ac.. hmz.. she refuses to come to cjc cos she insists tt she'll be late.. -_-" oh well.. i duno wad jc she wans to go but i give her all my blessings in wadeva she decides.. =) yEpz! so... wad else.. think she's really nice lahz.. caring fren, always concern for others lorx.. though she doesn't look like she's tt kind.. yep.. nwae! you! alfie! betta pray for me tt i stay in ac for 1st 3 months.. haha or else your dear fren here will be very sad noe!! =) yahz.. den you hor... jia you in everything k! =) you can be good frens wif cheemay and michelle tan if they stay in cj... =P okie! tt's all!! i'm speechless now.. very sian mood so can't write much hehe yea so take care woman! ;)
{ 12/16/2003 12:11:00 AM }
One Last Cry By Brian McKnight
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I'm still all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry...
(chorus)
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie, I guess
I'm down to one last cry
I was here you were there guess
We never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie, I guess
I'm down to one last cry
I know I gotta be strong
But 'round me life goes on and on
And on and on and on
I'm gonna dry my eyes right after
I have my one last cry
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie, I guess
I'm down to one last cry
Monday, December 15, 2003
{ 12/15/2003 03:50:00 PM }
oH goSh.. they're like DAMN cute n nice lor!! -dies- haha dun tink anyone noes wad i'm talking abt.. prob michelle tan.. but oh well. yesh! very nice! -thumbs up-
Saturday, December 06, 2003
{ 12/06/2003 04:12:00 AM }
i've been living a lie... thx for letting me noe...
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
{ 12/02/2003 04:23:00 AM }
-_-" wrote a damn long entry just now lorx.. BAHZ i shan't bother to retype hahah =P
{ 12/02/2003 04:22:00 AM }
wth?? wad happens to ya post after u 'save' it?? u noe lyk u accidentally press something.. den they ask if u wana leave wif saving, or just leave.. den if it's saved.. WHERE DOES IT GO!!!